What a nasty cycle...I'm depressed, but was able to keep up my spirits by feeling as if I was accomplishing things by keeping the house clean, reading, working on projects about the house, etc.
But as time went by and my unemployment situation became more and more permanent, the sense of accomplishment I used to feel began to wane regardless of what I did about and for the house.
Now, I can't/won't/don't find any solace in such work and eschew it whenever possible. And this makes me feel even worse, which makes no sense whatsoever and complete sense at the same time.
What is a middle-aged guy to do, eh?
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